When friends turn lovers..

Maybe what I did was the best that a friend could probably do for another friend. I should stop feeling guilty and be happy about the fact that he is doing so well in life. Yes, I do miss his presence in life. But then you just can't keep everyone in this long journey called life. You have to leave some people along the way due to various reasons. 

I wish he had not been so possessive. I wish he had not been so insecure. I wish he had not loved me so much that I felt suffocated. I wish we could remain friends forever. I wish  I could talk to him everyday. I wish I didnt' have to call of the whole relationship... I wish..

But now that everything is gone, I've realised what he meant to me. I feel so empty from within.

Not a single day passes without me thinking about him. I wonder whether it's the same with him given the fact that I hurt him so much. I secretly wish that he'd give me a call one day. I so long to tell him how much i missed him, but not all wishes come true..